Why I haven't blogged for almost a week.

I could call it writer's block...I could call it lack of motivation...I could call it laziness...But what it really sums up to is that I have been expanding the number of blogs I read, and I have found that there are several blogs out there that are just way better than mine. I know we shouldn't be comparing ourselves to others (hey there is a good blog topic right there!) but when reading, I just can't seem to help myself. My topics seem mundane, and my writing incoherent in comparison. Oh, there is an occasional gem of humor here and there, but I think that I just don't have it in me to be too serious, or too humorous for that matter in my writing. So I will not be writing as often. I am not quitting the blogging lifestyle by any means, I am just going to wait more often until I have a good reason to write. That is not to say I will never spout meaningless drivel, because I don't want to go weeks at a time without writing...I am just not going to try to write three times a week anymore. That was a lofty goal to start off! If I can make myself write once a week, then I will be satisfied. Of course, there may come a day when I feel like getting out of bed in the mornings, and when I actually get out of my pajamas before noon, and then I may feel more like writing. Right now, the thing I look forward to the most out of every day is the moment I get into bed, snuggle into the warmth of my nice comforter, and go to sleep. I keep wracking my brain trying to think of something I look forward to more than that, but there it is. How depressing is that? From the moment I crawl my way out of bed, all I look forward to is going back to bed that night. If I didn't have to get up to take care of the kids, I think I would just stay in bed all day, and I would love that. Hopefully in a couple of months, when winter is fading away to spring, I will wake up and feel excited again...Excited about the weather turning nicer, and green things starting to grow, and flowers and a lower heating bill. Then maybe my writing will thaw out with winter, and I will feel like myself again. Until then, well I will just try to plug away and make it through. I apologize if this blog lacks during that time.